Feb. ,almost spring?

Hi

Here it is Another month halfway over,I haven't been blogging in quite awhile. I just haven't been up to it . As someone once said Frankly my dear I just don't give a damn! or as I would say I've been lower then a snakes belly and still have the room to stand up. Sense coming to Ky . I haven't been able to find a Dr. that has the balls or maybe it's the knowledge to treat hep. c, fibromyliga, arthritis,and chronic pain syndrome and now there are three more that have shown up,ie; torn rotor cuff,carpel tunnel,fluid build up along tendon. So i have been living with major pain for the past few months 24/7 and it is getting to me. What they did was send me to a shrink for drug dependency,that's a joke if I was a druggie I could get medicine and not need a Dr's help to deal with this stuff. So anyway I take care of my cats and horses and whatever else I need to and that's it. I figure that somewhere and maybe its a Dr. that I have found close by that's supposed to work with chronic pain people. I see him next week. (at this time I pretty much distrust Dr.s and kinda hate them.)

If you have ever done drugs in your past(36 years ago) don't ever tell your Dr.s when you see them as they figure you can't stay clean for that long,and it is held against you forever. On the form you have to fill out before they treat you check NO to the question have you ever used drugs. They have taught me that you have to lie to get help. It is funny though,the people that I know that still use once in a while have no problems getting drugs that they don't need. They have offered me some to help me but I have said no, because of the liver problem.( I should have said no to a tattoo in the 70's, cause of the Hep. C)

Anyway i had to blow off some of my anger,and now its almost time to go and feed the critters.

Take care.